if it’s easier

ok

please- just,
once more,
just tell me what
you
are trying to say- right
tell me again just
what it is that
exactly just what you want
exactly quite there just
what you, yes- you 
want me to hear

here we are
are you listening?
here, the b r e e z e
my knees are shaking;
the tide is rising,
you hear? 

so you feel the tide
the pull of the moon,
the sand rushing away

it’s easy, you see.
it’s all good and fine
to sense
the smoke in the air
the break in my stare
really it’s really
   not
      so
        rare

and while we’re here,
and so we’ve got all the senses covered,
now that that’s over with
finally-
all five, just tell me-
what it
is,
exactly just so quite here what I
       want
            to
hear. 

i can not understand where this year went
what. is. happening.  

nb

wah i miss you so much and every time i see you post something on here i want to give you the biggest hug and bring you some good tea

but you are beautiful and strong and all storms do pass, i promise! but i think you know that and i think you also know that is okay to be carried under here and there because that’s necessary to move on and grow

but i am certain that you are always far better than good enough don’t ever doubt that! and that you’ve got it all my beautiful friend despite any lapses in you knowing that for yourself

i love you so much and am excited to see you so soon for summer!

hope your internship and all is going swimmingly <3

=^.^=